Should I?

I feel very insecure right now. Unsure and confused. All because of one person. OK, I know where the minds of some of you are going towards right now; stop it! It's not what you think.

I just feel like telling her that I'm not doing it anymore. Feel like pulling out even though it is the only thing I'm doing by choice. Feel like relieving myself of this self-doubt and emotional wave I'm putting myself through.

But if I do, I am giving up; I am throwing away 2 years worth of improvement and hard work. I hate the thought of that. I'll also hate knowing that I was a quitter, knowing that I didn't hang on.

It's just torture though, to know and feel such things and yet still do it.

On a happier note, this is pretty cool: http://www.news.com.au/dailytelegraph/story/0,22049,22535838-5012895,00.html.

And for the guys who read, this game is pretty much tailored for y'all: http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html.

:) Enjoy!